Wednesday, May 27, 2009

生老病死 this was what the monk say...

Friday, May 22, 2009

somehow this came across...师夫說,人活在这世上,就是来受罪的。WHY?生老病死。that's life???that is what we are here for?I feel so sad....I couldn't remember I cried how many times.I don't want anyone to leave me.We don't want her to leave us.What I can do now, is to keep praying............鲁冰花夜夜想起妈妈的话闪闪的泪光鲁冰花天上的星星不说话地上的娃娃想妈妈天上的眼睛眨呀眨妈妈的心呀鲁冰花家乡的茶园开满花妈妈的心肝在天涯夜夜想起妈妈的话闪闪的泪光鲁冰花啊夜夜想起妈妈的话闪闪的泪光鲁冰花啊夜夜想起妈妈的话闪闪的泪光(唱)闪闪的泪光我知道半夜的星星会唱歌想家的夜晚它就这样和我一唱一和我知道午后的清风会唱歌童年的蝉声它总是跟风一唱一和当手中握妆华心情却变得荒芜才发现世上一切都会变卦当青春剩下日记乌丝就要变成白发不变的只有那首歌在心中来回地唱
Mother's day just over.It should be another memorial day to remember but it is not a happy one.We celebrate mother's day as a big family with 阿嬷 every year.Not to said, this year the same.But this year very different, with her lying on the bed unconsciously.And i miss her beautiful smile.21 days unconcious and already into her 7 days without food and medication.Doctor not allowing, claiming that it's no point as her organs no longer function, she can't absorb the food too.We suggested to inject glucose to her so at least she got energy to help her fight this war.Doctor already given up that's why no food and medication is suggested to be given but we still not yet gonna give up.We chanting and praying everyday, now we can only rely on this.We're still waiting for the miracle.阿嬷 fighting spirit is high,How can a normal human maintains their blood pressure, heartbeat and appearance without any food resource for 7 days?????She still looks so beautifully.She tried so hard to survive, we definitely won't gonna give up on our side too.But doctor disagreed, due to the side effect it may have and may make her suffer more.Doctor point of view is to let her suffer less and 安乐死。But we still trying our best to prove it to the doctor "MIRACLE".The miracle she had in year 1976 where she's paralyse but she walked (really able to walk) out of the bed healtily.*pray*We're blessed that the god sent two guarding angels (nurse; Weilong and Esther) down to take care of 阿嬷.They're doing more than what a nurse should do.They even want to help without any salary.And...Still this year, we never failed to sing her a "世上只有妈妈(阿嬷)好".Even Weilong sing along with us.How touching it is, right!Not getting enough rest for the past few weeksReally not easy for everyone, perhaps it's a 考验 for everyone.Lastly,阿嬷,祝你母亲节快乐!我们永远爱你。
The noble one in my LifeThis may come out to be a very long post. There are words which I really can't express out to them face to face and I will like my children to know how important they are to me.
My Heart of Gold grandmother(Your great-grandmother)She is a very special and beautiful woman I have known. A heart, that's made from the finest purest gold. Being thoughtful to others, it sees sincerely as duty. She is a noble woman that I am so proud.She is one that is being sent down from Heaven to save people. No matter what, she tried her very best to save people around her without asking for any return. She spends all her money to help people. Even if she is down with illness, she still tried her best to save and praying for a peaceful world. She suffered so much just to help others.My children, you must always bear in mind that your life is owned by her. No her, you won't be exist in the earth. No her, I won't have such a healthy children for me to love and dote on. You may not understand what I mean and you don't need to know also. Just bless her, even when one day she needs to leave the land of living.I will like to thank her... Really,Thank you for being a special person that you are. Thank you for the love and care that you have shown. And thank you for the endless love that has stretched so far.
Once again feeling *sad*

in news paper ..Her last wish ”要我們把她的愛發揚光大,造諨人群“
Sad That MY grandmother Just Pass Away she is my best and last grand mother...MY ARE 啊,妈 is the best ever....SHE help lots of ppl and she got in to the newspaper ....大恩自母!!!

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